My way

I try to find my own way.
slowly, one step at a time.
I have my dreams.
I have fears.
and they come hand in hand.
but deep inside I know that only way I can go is my way.
everyone goes their own way.
in their own way.
it's easy to stare yourself blind at other people's lifes.
and try to live the life they live.
but deep inside I know that the only way I can go is my way.
the only life I can live is mine.
the only life I want to live is mine.

I can be the happiest you'd ever met.
but I can also be horribly weighed down by my inner darkness.
the big differences scares me sometimes.
and makes me doubt that I can do what I want to do.
both sides can be so convincing.
two sides of the same coin.
just as strong and argumentive.
one is positive.
the other is negative.
but I guess it's just human.
it's ok.
everything is all right.

Love
mary