Freedom

I just realised that I no longer have any secrets.
I don't have any shame left in my body.
Whatever happened happened and that's fine.
No biggie.
My stories are my stories.
They have been part of my trip through life.
But, I'm no longer emotionally attached to them.
They don't define who I am.
I don't define myself by my past.

I am my light in the dark.
I love myself above and beyond.
I am my caregiver.
I walk in the magic light.
I listen to the kind voice from within who recognises all parts of me as precious.
The dark and the light.
It doesn't matter.
Everything is easy as long as I don't force things upon myself.
Struggle to maintain some kind of image will never work, darling.
And I know it.
I don't compromise myself anymore.
And if you don't like what you see.
Then please, let me be.
Just let me be free.
Free to be me.

Love
Mary

Living Life

Love living my simple life.
Go with the flow and just see what happens.
No judgement.
Especially not from myself.
I'm done with trying to fit in some set frame.
I am everything I want to be.
Amen.

Love
Mary

Love

I love that I've reached a point in my life when I know what I want out of love.
I want love to be easy.
Easy, in the way that the attraction or feeling is undeniable. 
I love the times I've met men who really have seen me.
I see him.
He sees me.
We meet and there we are.
It's easy.
We can't deny it.
I want him.
He wants me.
Simple as that.
I don't expect relationships to be easy.
But, the love can't be a struggle from day one.
Sometimes though, we get so hungry for love that we can't see that this isn't easy enough.
We get spelled by this person or fooled by our deep wish to be loved that we simply can't see that this person doesn't see you.
We might even forget who we really are in the quest for this person's love.
We loose ourselves in the struggle.
I don't want to do that anymore.
I never want to loose myself again.
I love myself to much to put myself through that again.
But, I know that I have to be careful.
I love love.
And, I love having relationships.
And, I love loving people to bits.
I love being in love.
I love loving.
And, my heart lives in vagina.
And yes, love making is my favorite physical activitiy.
But, the thing is.
I know all this.
And as soon as first glimpses of love seem to difficult or complicated.
I'm just gonna let go.
And let it be.
Because if I have trouble to be seen.
It's probably not down to me.
I am who I am.
Or whoever I wish to be.
I can be a sunny day or a starry night.
But, that's down to me.
I'm not gonna pretend to be somebody else than I am.
I got all the love that I need.
The love is just out there.
Inside all of us.
It's easy.
And that's all there is to it.

Love

Mary